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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Hey.
These past two days has been insane.
Firstly, I went for some job interview that turned out to be MLM, or NM (Multilevel Marketing, Network Marketing) Well, I am actually very very interested to go for this... But then many MANY people advised me against it... Lets weigh the advantages and disadvantages here.
If I take the job, I would probably be really really rich if I put effort into it. even getting a car for free. I mean, the incentive is crazily tempting. But right now, my ambitions aren't too high. I just want a surplus of cash from my usual pocket money, but Im not looking for an abundance. But if I take this job, supporting a family in the future will be a breeze... Just something to add, I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was married to this certain someone. I dont remember being extremely rich, but having a child of my own was bliss... And the strange thing was, this person was totally unexpected. Like I have never, ever considered this person before. Perhaps I did when I first knew her, but the feeling disappeared quickly. Now, its gone again, but I can still remember how I felt in my dream... Maybe its my inner feelings... OK, NEVERMIND.
Well, now, im still thinking about getting some extra cash, and God is on my side. I might finally be getting a source of income that is legal and yet not time-consuming at all. And its not the MLM. I have finally decided against it.
Coz the disadvantages would be that I will be drawn away from my friends I have with me right now. I will lose friendships, and relationships, all for the sake of money. I dont think I want that....
And another thing I am really excited about. Abby invited me to her church! And I finally have a day off to go! And she'll be singing!!! I cant wait for the day to come now! AHHH! Hahah! ABBY! I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FAN! HAHAHAHA!!! Thats what friends are for I guess :)
Thanks to Alvin and Amy, I cheered up considerably on the way home yesterday, but I'm afraid of something now. Some info leaked, which I think wasnt supposed to be leaked...
God help me please...
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"Philip, quickly decide!"
"I want the green one!"
I grabbed the toothbrush I wanted so desperately, but my Mum didn't want to hand it over.
"Philip, this is yellow, this one is green!"
She handed me the other toothbrush, the one I didn't like.
"I want that one! I want GREEN!" I shouted in exasperation.
"Philip! I think you might be colour-blind!" My Mum gasped.
"Your great grandfather had it too!"
"What's colour-blind?" I asked, a knot of fear in the pits of my stomach.
Am I blind? Is there something wrong with me? Am I about to perish? But I'm still so young! I don't wanna die yet! There are still so many things to experience!
All these thoughts raced in my mind.
Worry gnawed at me.
"Don't worry, theres nothing to fear!" My Mum consoled me.
"It just means that you cannot distinguish between colours well, thats all."
I felt relief, but at the same time, I felt inferior.
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posted at : 11:48 PM
