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Philip
Sagittarius/Monkey
19 December '92
NanyangPoly; Digital and Precision Engineering
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Lets just leave this empty k?
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I wont lie anymore.
My true, unadulterated feelings will be posted up here, inevitably going to end up as a piece of cyber-trash.
It hurts.
So badly.
But....
God is good.
I guess.... it was never meant to be. In the end, someone else won. Not that I fought much... but... it still hurts.
However, it didnt hurt as much as I thought it would. Maybe coz I was already expecting it and I could sense it from the very start. There were many signs too, but I stupidly ignored them. I am such an idiot.
Still...
Firstly, I have to thank my wonderful friends who care so much for me.
-Abigail Tan
She listened and gave really good advice :) even though she was so busy and stuff, she still listened :)
-Priscilla Lim
She listened, and she tried to help. Although she freaked out in the end and didnt want to help anymore, I understand how she feels. And I thank her for even listening :)
-George Wong Jun Wei
Awesome awesome dude. He made me feel ALOT better just talking to him. although he didnt give any advice, just talking to him and relieving my burden made me feel tons better, Thank you so much!
Last but not least,
-Amy Tan
I JUST started talking to her yesterday only. And she entered at such a timely period of my life. She kept me busy for alot of yesterday night by chatting with me, and it really took my mind off things. And although we were like talking for the first time, I felt like I could trust her. So I told her my problems. And she was really good about it. In return, she also showed AMAZING trust in me by telling me many secrets about her life. And, all I want to say is that, she can trust me. I'll keep anyone's secrets safe... yes, even that someone's.
Thank you so much God. This really shows me how much you care about me. At the worst point of my life, many unexpected blessings came in. A new phone, wonderful friends who showed me that they weren't just fairweather friends, a promise of LOTS of cash, and many other things.
Alright. I shall end this post here then. I might be able to post lots more too, coz work is soooo boring. It still hurts, but the hurt has been numbed down to a bare minimum, thanks to a miracle of God. :)
Quote of the post:
"
Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."-The Wonder Years.
posted at : 6:25 PM
