Awesomeness
Friday, September 24, 2010
3 words. Birth By Sleep.
posted at : 9:23 AM
I wanna...
Thursday, April 29, 2010
watch Ironman 2 so badly....
posted at : 10:13 PM
Is this a test?
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Hey.
These past two days has been insane.
Firstly, I went for some job interview that turned out to be MLM, or NM (Multilevel Marketing, Network Marketing) Well, I am actually very very interested to go for this... But then many MANY people advised me against it... Lets weigh the advantages and disadvantages here.
If I take the job, I would probably be really really rich if I put effort into it. even getting a car for free. I mean, the incentive is crazily tempting. But right now, my ambitions aren't too high. I just want a surplus of cash from my usual pocket money, but Im not looking for an abundance. But if I take this job, supporting a family in the future will be a breeze... Just something to add, I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was married to this certain someone. I dont remember being extremely rich, but having a child of my own was bliss... And the strange thing was, this person was totally unexpected. Like I have never, ever considered this person before. Perhaps I did when I first knew her, but the feeling disappeared quickly. Now, its gone again, but I can still remember how I felt in my dream... Maybe its my inner feelings... OK, NEVERMIND.
Well, now, im still thinking about getting some extra cash, and God is on my side. I might finally be getting a source of income that is legal and yet not time-consuming at all. And its not the MLM. I have finally decided against it.
Coz the disadvantages would be that I will be drawn away from my friends I have with me right now. I will lose friendships, and relationships, all for the sake of money. I dont think I want that....
And another thing I am really excited about. Abby invited me to her church! And I finally have a day off to go! And she'll be singing!!! I cant wait for the day to come now! AHHH! Hahah! ABBY! I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FAN! HAHAHAHA!!! Thats what friends are for I guess :)
Thanks to Alvin and Amy, I cheered up considerably on the way home yesterday, but I'm afraid of something now. Some info leaked, which I think wasnt supposed to be leaked...
God help me please...
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"Philip, quickly decide!"
"I want the green one!"
I grabbed the toothbrush I wanted so desperately, but my Mum didn't want to hand it over.
"Philip, this is yellow, this one is green!"
She handed me the other toothbrush, the one I didn't like.
"I want that one! I want GREEN!" I shouted in exasperation.
"Philip! I think you might be colour-blind!" My Mum gasped.
"Your great grandfather had it too!"
"What's colour-blind?" I asked, a knot of fear in the pits of my stomach.
Am I blind? Is there something wrong with me? Am I about to perish? But I'm still so young! I don't wanna die yet! There are still so many things to experience!
All these thoughts raced in my mind.
Worry gnawed at me.
"Don't worry, theres nothing to fear!" My Mum consoled me.
"It just means that you cannot distinguish between colours well, thats all."
I felt relief, but at the same time, I felt inferior.
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posted at : 11:48 PM
Random Thoughts, Childhood Memories...
Monday, April 26, 2010
Did you ever have this feeling?
You stare at the face of someone you know really well, it's a very familiar face. But suddenly, after staring for like nearly a minute, the face starts to become unfamiliar! then you start wondering "Why is this person's face suddenly so alien?"
Or am I just the only one experiencing this???
Hmmmm.....
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"I am one of the fastest in my class Daddy! In school, during recess, I managed to beat Alvin and Syazni today! I think I can win you too!"
My Dad just laughs at me. "Philip, there is no way you can be faster than me."
"I wanna try! One race, just one race! Please!!!" I retorted
Dad just smiles at me exasperatedly. "Philip, believe me."
"Just one race? One only!"
"Okay, lets make this quick" Dad sighed.
"From here until that log, alright?"
My heart starts beating at an accelerated pace. "Okay." I replied.
"Ready, Go!"
My Dad and I took off at full speed.
I wasn't used to running on the sandy beach, but I was giving it my all. I glanced to the side. I could not believe my eyes! My Dad was actually on par with me! And even worse, he didn't even look like he was running at his top speed! He smiled at me, and then started to overtake me. I became desperate, and tried to increase my speed. But I was at my limit. My Dad flashed on ahead of me.
"Again! I was just getting warmed up!" I cried.
My Dad, looking quite out of breath, just said " Philip, you are only 6! How are you going to win an adult? But keep this up, and by the time you have grown up a bit more, you can win me!"
In my heart, I knew that he was right. But I didn't like the sensation of losing. "Next time we come to the beach, let's race again okay?" I asked.
"Alright, but by then, you would probably win me" my Dad replied smilingly, albeit out of breath.
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posted at : 11:47 PM
Im Back!!!!!!
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Hey all!
This blog has been dead for a really long while coz I had no mood to blog, and also no time. I plan to remedy this coz, well its good to write. Hmmmm, I've been thinking for a really long while, and have decided to start this off with an update of my life. Well, everything has been really wild lately. WILD. Really. New web, loads of events, and a really promising future! Ahaha, can't wait, I just can't wait!
for now, I want:
-Webcam
-A checkered scarf
-More time!
And loads of other stuff, but lazy to type it down.
I'll keep this alive! Even if no one reads! Haha! :)
posted at : 7:24 PM
Lets just leave this empty k?
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I wont lie anymore.
My true, unadulterated feelings will be posted up here, inevitably going to end up as a piece of cyber-trash.
It hurts.
So badly.
But....
God is good.
I guess.... it was never meant to be. In the end, someone else won. Not that I fought much... but... it still hurts.
However, it didnt hurt as much as I thought it would. Maybe coz I was already expecting it and I could sense it from the very start. There were many signs too, but I stupidly ignored them. I am such an idiot.
Still...
Firstly, I have to thank my wonderful friends who care so much for me.
-Abigail Tan
She listened and gave really good advice :) even though she was so busy and stuff, she still listened :)
-Priscilla Lim
She listened, and she tried to help. Although she freaked out in the end and didnt want to help anymore, I understand how she feels. And I thank her for even listening :)
-George Wong Jun Wei
Awesome awesome dude. He made me feel ALOT better just talking to him. although he didnt give any advice, just talking to him and relieving my burden made me feel tons better, Thank you so much!
Last but not least,
-Amy Tan
I JUST started talking to her yesterday only. And she entered at such a timely period of my life. She kept me busy for alot of yesterday night by chatting with me, and it really took my mind off things. And although we were like talking for the first time, I felt like I could trust her. So I told her my problems. And she was really good about it. In return, she also showed AMAZING trust in me by telling me many secrets about her life. And, all I want to say is that, she can trust me. I'll keep anyone's secrets safe... yes, even that someone's.
Thank you so much God. This really shows me how much you care about me. At the worst point of my life, many unexpected blessings came in. A new phone, wonderful friends who showed me that they weren't just fairweather friends, a promise of LOTS of cash, and many other things.
Alright. I shall end this post here then. I might be able to post lots more too, coz work is soooo boring. It still hurts, but the hurt has been numbed down to a bare minimum, thanks to a miracle of God. :)
Quote of the post:
"
Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."-The Wonder Years.
posted at : 6:25 PM
A wonderful day... With a wonderful person :)
Friday, February 12, 2010
Hey :)
I just had the most awesome day ever :) And I spent it with a wonderful person :) I just want to express my gratitude to this person, for loving me, spending time with me and treating me like I'm really special to her :) Thank you so very much!!! :)
Philip :)
posted at : 9:15 AM
